Monday, 11 May 2026

Chitralekha

 A novel that again shook the very core of me. I finished it just now, and I am overwhelmed with emotions. People who declare to be saintly perhaps are the most perverse. And those who declared to be worldly heretic might be the saintliest ones.

I am so much amazed at three instances in the novel. First is interpretation of how cruel and ugly the nature is! the perspective blew my mind, that said that nothing is nature is comforting, it's the human made things which has made us live happier. Second is the narrative of the yogi that said Beejgupt that love is not something that stays forever. It changes with time. 

Third is when Beejgupt renounces everything for Shwetank and Fourth is when Chitralekha renounces the joins Beejgupt. It brought tears to my eyes!

Sunday, 3 May 2026

Penning down in my SSM-DLI train journey | 3E-32

 I had this thought that the one like me who are comfortable in life, are they responsible for poor conditions of people? I saw a kid of 14 - 15 years of age, working as a staff to push the Kid Rail Amusement Jhoola. What's his fault? The ignorant people should never have free will. Their free will spreads darkness in the society. They produce babies who suffer. They vote leaders who squander the nation. And the sad part is they always outnumber the awakened ones. 

I have no hatred against anyone. But I feel pity and also sad that they deserve so much. Yet they settled for so less. This curiosity to know things, understand life has died out. They have just accepted who they were born, the family they were born in. The society they were raised in. They are just photocopy of one another. 

Films like Gangs of Wasseypur or Mirzapur Series, glorify the hell. And people relate to it. And the box office shines. It does not uplift the people. It just makes them more relatable. They enjoy the hell now. They should rebel, but they have accepted what is. 

Some have achieved greatness, but they too are busy adding stars to their already shining life. They want to earn more, do more vacations, have more parties and indulge in luxuries. No one wants to ask accepted vision of life. I have this turmoil to break things around me and remove their blindfolds. Their too can see the reality as is, the life as is, the truth as is. 

How can you hate a child who abuses his parents? Is it really his fault? Same is with all adults. They compare their own lives with others and they bring sadness. Now that's what everyone does. Then how is this person bad? 

You can fight them, you can kill murderers, but you cannot eliminate murders. Why? Prevention is needed not cure.

Friday, 20 March 2026

When you become INVISIBLE

 

 

Questions that EVOKE thinking !!

 

 

 

नवीन और स्वयं की सत्ता

 यही आधार है जीवन को जीने का | जो बासी है , वो जीवंत कैसे होगा ? जो स्वयं का नहीं ; उसमे अनुभूति कैसी ?

Necessity is induced so that market runs


To purchase a washing machine, first, it is needed that we have ample clothes. For a person who just wears 3 to 4 pairs of clothes, will not require a washing machine.

First consumerism develops a feeling that we need to buy clothes and then washing machine becomes a necessity. The more we buy, the more we get trapped in its maintenance. Why will a lady buy a nail polish remover if she doesn't wear nail paint. The less we entangle ourselves with unnecessary things. The more free we will be. 

Saturday, 23 March 2024

LOOKING for Answers !

 1) Very well and civilized people of today say that there is no difference between a girl and boy. on the level of giving love, education and privileges. Who wouldn't agree to this!

The question is who will take care of the old parents if they don't have a son. Many would argue that even having a son who will force to leave the house is more hurtful. But dismissing these bad elements what as a society have we planned for those parents who do not have a son or are childless? 

Many would say, daughters can keep them in their old age. But have you seen this much happening in our society. I have not! as daughters are not family decision makers, her in-laws is where she doesn't have much say.

 2) What as a society have we done to rehabilitate the acid attack victims or rape victim girls. How will we assure that they too can dream of the same life that a normal girl lives. What is their mistake? why do we see them as discarded elements of our society.

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